I’m going to treat you with respect that’s who I am. If you don’t accept my respect and niceness then I can’t do anything about that, but I will not fight with people. I will strive to be honest and nice no matter how badly I get treated no matter the hurtful words no matter the wrong accusations. I know who I am and that’s all that matters =]
Every late night call, every morning kiss.
All the “I cant live without you”s.
And you say goodbye like this.
Don’t you understand? Do you even care?
If you love me like you said you did, you’d still be standing here.
You think you know somebody…
He will tell you how beautiful you are, and how he loves the way your lips just beg to be kissed when you aren’t even wearing lipstick. He will remember the story of your childhood you told him at 3AM months ago. He will make promises, and never break them. He will text you back in the middle of the night, because he’s home, and not out getting drunk. He will sacrifice his happiness for yours, and he will treat you how you finally deserve to be treated.
But you won’t accept it, you will continue to question his honesty, you will wonder why it took him an hour longer to reply, you will never expect the good out of a promise. You have been so use to receiving one word responses, and pointless phone conversation, so you don’t really know how to take this. When you two go out, you watch his eyes, not only because they are beautiful, but to make sure they don’t wander to the girl’s walking around.
You will be so fucked up by the past you won’t even be able to enjoy the present, so I’m telling you, don’t let it mess with your happiness. Don’t let the jerk that broke your heart break it again without even being in your life. Because when this guy tells you he loves you, he means it, because every beat in his heart says your name, every breath he breathes, he’s soaking you in. He just wants you, and you want him too. So don’t fuck it up, please don’t.”
please don’t..(via zu—kurze—jugend)
I fell completely for her in 3 weeks…and she ends it for no reason. People always give up on me, I’ve never had anyone fight for me once in my life =\ Time to put my fake smile back on and endure.